To date or not to date: that is the question

Yes. We all are supposed to fall in love, have an illusion, find our soul mates, kiss, laugh, cry and all that. But, when things don't really work-out the way you've expected then what do you do? Cry and complain that there are no men good enough, and that the ones that are cute, successful are either married or gay? Nein! you're supposed to keep looking and wish that special person is on his way.
Well, I've been single for a while, actually, I've never dated someone for more than five months. Yes. I'm 26 years-old and I've never experience "true love". I do believe that it exists, somewhere, maybe not in Florida, but in DC or Amsterdam... somewhere far away from here.
For the past years I have been listening to my friends' failure relationships, I have witnessed how these "men" who at the beginning were all nice and sweet have become ugly and bitter. I don't think that it's all men's fault or women's, I don't think it's any one's fault; I just think that we were never taught how to love and be patient and listen and tolerate things. But, rather we were taught not to put up with b/s, not to give second chances; we were taught that best way to keep us safe it's not to play the game, but let others play it for you.
I'm not complaining and I don't want to point fingers and generalized that all Miami boys are assholes, but yes they are! They are empty, mean, careless and stupid....they are all of this and more, and women in this town are even worse!
I want my soul mate to find me.... I still believe in love.